that pass by this can too

yes, everything in this world is ephemeral. the scene of this world is changing. now, i am happy to be me. i am contented and i dont want nothing else but to live this life i already have.i tell you i often wake up tired each morning when i sleep late in the evening. i slouch so much because i could not help but do it. my friends? i love them…but they say it is easier said than done. i dont want to be left behind. i prefer most that i will be the one who leave old things. let bygones be bygones. but still all good things come to an end.nothing lasts forever.but God loves us more than we ever know for the moment. i believe i shall have to live my life the way God wants me to.

but actually, i dont know what i am exactly saying ryt now.forgive me. i could sometimes i think all of the time i am little confused.it just that i dont want to tell it straight.

ryt now i want i want somebody who will take responsible for me as a rose. i am inspired by the friendship i have read yesterday.

i want to be honest with myself now. i want a rose to treat me more than a rose. i want him to let me bloom with smiles in summertime and in spring.

i do want to live like everyone else. i want to sleep under the blue sky. beside me is the rose i long to be more than that. i want to see the sunset with me in bloom with rose buds scent. and in the evening this rose never cease to tell of love by its color of pink. blush would it send to my foliage.

but why do all good things come to an end? they all linger in my thoughts but they disappear in my reality. it is indeed sad being in this situation when all you do is try to convince yourself that you are happy and you are somewhat the other side of the matter. i dont want to be bitter over pain. i have learned pain and now i am able to differentiate it from happiness. i want things as they are. maybe i am just contented. i wait all the time for changes. and the changes would sometimes bring shock to me. sometimes change is hard to accept. but we shall learn to accept it for it is the only constant thing in this world. yes, i can say this because this is what everyone else is experiencing….